Still, I am grateful for Big Steve. He was an excellent teacher as I ventured into the abyss of the Canyon…an unpredictable world where I did not know what would happen next. Among many things, he taught me how to ‘let go’ of expecting to know in advance what life will deliver. I was his student for the twelve hours down and up, learning how to get comfortable with being uncomfortable.
In some ways it would have been easier to encounter the canyon on my own two feet. I would have felt more competent, in control, and safe. Similarly, in a relationship, it may seem easier to go it alone than to face the issues that get triggered …whether that relationship is with a stubborn mule, spouse, or co-worker.
However, these interactions gift us with the opportunity to grow. It takes courage to get out of our accustomed track. Flexibility, like all relational skills, is learned by surrendering to what presents in the moment and trying on new behaviors.
ONE FINAL THOUGHT:
Stating the obvious, my feet were in stirrups and not on the ground. Therefore, I knew I had to ground myself internally in order to weather the ride. These are some of the things that helped me.
I remembered to breathe (except when I forgot and held my breath!).
I felt the saddle supporting me.
I prayed.
I held onto His Promise, “I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me”.
He did. And I finished!
Thank you for taking time to share this journey with me!
Blessings ~ Deb