Jesus said, “I came that they might have life, and might have it abundantly”. My kayaking adventure got me thinking. It is sometimes difficult to receive what is offered; even a suggestion to lay down my oars. For abundance to come to me, it required that I stop pushing to make something happen.
Receiving means letting go of my resistance to ‘doing nothing’. I had to trust that Steve was more than capable of moving us forward while I leaned back; idly trailing my fingers in the water. In this restful pose, I gave myself permission to enjoy the sun on my face, and to feel the breeze as it whispered through the trees lining the shore. I finally noticed the bushes, full of blossoms, that we had been passing. Dragon flies skimmed the water’s surface, placing the final brushstrokes on this masterpiece of serenity.
I don’t make claims to fully comprehend ‘walking in the abundance’ that Christ offers. However, one thing I do understand. It requires me to have faith; what He wants to give is for my highest good. I have to open my heart to the One who wants me to receive. This requires submission to unseen Perfection.
Intellectually I know that His abundance is not dependent upon my works. However, my outdated program dictates ‘do more’; all the while attempting to control the outcome. I often continue to strive, even though He is the Source of everything needed to thrive.
Ironically, the more I learn how to ‘rest’, the more I wake up. I am awakening to His glory, revealed by His Spirit. I am recognizing His offer of life, complete with opportunities, purpose, and love. In my heart, I have no choice but to lower my paddle, and surrender to His Abundance.
Until next time, Blessings! ~ Deb